hayyyyyy

hellllllllllo :) happy june :D hope everyone is doing wellllll :] wow, i feel retarded..
haha. todayyy has been quiteee the day.
i just found out the bo peep is on fire :///// which makes me want to CRYY! and mom said that it doesnt look very goood :[[[ which again, makes me want to CRY!!! what the hell am i going to eat on saturday mornings now?!

im not ready to be a sophomore yet... my sister saidd that when like everyone starts picking up their bad habits.. because there's nothing to do. haha. BUT im ready for summer. :]] im ready for allll the parties :] and sleepovers like EVERY NIGHT! and me & liz's list.. which she thinks i wont do most. butttt i prolly will liz ;] im looking foward to laying out EVERRYYY single day. :]] & fun days at the club! <3

4th period is going to be sad tomorrow. i have to say bye to hayley, chelcee, and whitley :/ gahhh, i DREAD that... ill prolly never see whitley again. unless i got chickfila and she's working. but, who knows. its just sad. i dont want to cry.. but i tthink i might. its going to be realllly realllly hard saying bye to chelcee.. she's seriously become one of my BEST friends. like i tell her almost everything. i dont know what i'm going to do without her :[[[

michelle is definitelyyyy for sure coming back in august and going to foarddd. we write to each other.. alot. so, if there's anything you would like for me to tell her.. tell me and ill tell her :D but, yeah.. mom saw her the other day during her lunch break which made me maddd. and she said that she looked REALLY good. and was doing alottt better :] she gets to come home for the weekends soon! which means we can like goto dinner with her and stuffffffff :D WOO :]

love life.. UGH. fuck me in the ass. its REALLLLLY confusing. like he likes me. but doesnt want a relationship. its just REALLY REALLY hard. ugh, haha. oh welll. maybe summer fling thing? who knows?

so, chris finley is amazing. and gives me like 2 hugs everyday? ahhahaha it makes me happy! he's such a sweet kid.

computer apps exams were helll the past two days :[ but they're done now. and its not like they counted for anything.

tomorrow is the last day of my freshman year <3

much loveee <3
-sarahcline :)