woww.

this week has flowwnnn by. haha so much stuff has been going on.

thursday-umm, woke up, went to lunch with laura & luke. WENT AND GOT MY STITCHES OUTT :DDD yum yum yum yum yum. haha. it felt so good to have a smooth ear again :] thennn, jenn came over for a little bit :D then went to the lake with mere's dad.. mere, jenn, liz, & bethany. i couldnt wakeboard or anything.. :/ because the doctor said it was still too soon. haha. but, i jumped in the lake once. which was DISGUSTING. ugh. bethany got up on the wakeboard. haha :]] & of course, liz, jenn, and mere did. then we all went to bojangles for dinner. and went to mere's to spend the night. whattt a surprise. which, on the way home. on i-40.. was where i found out michael jackson died.. haha. but, anyways. mere's was fun that night :D hahahahahahaaaha

friiiiday-woke up at merediths. ate a sandwich. hahaha. went home. and went to the mall with laura. we were bored. i got some good stuff though :D haha. then came home, showered. went BACK to merediths. partyyyy. which was interesting.. lol. then spent the night.

the rest of the weekend was pretttty boring.
i went and saw my sister's keeper last night. SAD but amazing movie. i bawled like the whole movie. but, i was only thinking about mitchell. because the girl had luekemia, and so did mitchell. and blahh. that could've happened to him. and. wow, lifeeee would be different.

church was amazinggg today. i reallly enjoyed it. pastor charles made me realize how good of a mom my mommmy is. and i realize. i reallly do need to give my hand and life to God. like, idk. i feel like i just need to chill. and let life take its course.

my pub chips at the club were ammaaaazing today :)

write laterrr.
muchlovee <33
sarahhh cline

weird friends

are what i have... seriously.

yesterdayyy :D i woke up. ate dos amigossss. then came home.. broke GREEN BEANS FORRRREVERRRRRRRR. my fingers hurt... hurted..(dont know past tense for hurt..:/ ) sooo bad after i finished.. haha. then cleaned the pooool :), cleaned up my room. then went to zumba.. haha. it wasnt as fun as it was the first time though :[ jenn and liz were there tooo. hahaha.. i was cracking up.. the lady who does it like figured out we were cheerleaders.. hahahaaaa. ohh well. anyways. after zumba.. we went to mere's and jumped in the pool haaha then went inside and watched secret life and jon and kate :] haha.
anddd for the rest of the night.. we sat around and talked. WHAT A FREAKING SURPRISE. and were being weird. thats what our sleepovers consist of.

then, this morning. i woke up with jenn at like 10:30ishh. waited for liz, mere, and bethany to wake uppp. haha then we went to the club. ate some erniesss :]] yum yum yum yum. went down to the pooooool :) landon was there. holy ieafodiafjkdlajfdlkajfaljalkjfdka. hee is the sexiest man alive. haaa, we hung out with kirk and adele there tooooo...

so, jon and kate are getting a divorce. which makes me want to CRYYY. like after 1o years? thats sooo sad :/ ugh.. and those kids.. ugh, those poor kids.. their lives will be sooo much more different.. not even eggsaturating.. holy crap i spelled that wrong..

the rest of my week is going to be so exciting.
tomorrow- chillen here :] maybe talk mom into letting me goto nichole's :]
thursday- STITCHES OUTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooooooohoooooooo. and lake with mere, liz, jenn, and bethany :DDD
friday-partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :)))) and mere's for the night. whichhhhh me and jenn are going to stay up ALL night. which we never do. hahaha
saturday-ummm. i swear i have something saturdaY? just cant think of what.

okay, im going to take a bath. im FREEZING from all my sun radiation. haha too much sunshine for one day :]

much lovee <3
-sarahhh cline

fathers day?

sucks ass for me. i have no relationship with him. so, everyone is happy and joyous with their dad's. HA not the cline family. :/

but, anywayssss. sorry i havent written. i've been wayyy busy the past few days.
the rest of the week was gooood, with camp and everything. the second day of camp.. we learned a realllly cute dance :) bah, i loved it. third day was good too. it was a pretty chill day. but, i couldnt stunt ALLL of camp. which, sucked. but, whateverrrr. i dealed with it. i just got to sit there while everyone stunted :] haha

friday night.. i went to bed.. quiteee early.
saturday, i went up to the mountains. agggaiiinn. haha. then came home, got ready. went to natalie yoder's engagement party. haha. and saw justin wike! it was good to see him. i never get to see him anymore. and then came home.. and mom invited some people over.. and we just sat outside till like 1.. and talked. haha.

todayyyy, we overslept :/ and didnt goto church. went to the clubbb for lunch.. then went to target and old navy with allyson & laura :D anddd, just came here. :]
later, im going to a cookout with momma's side of the fam <3

I GOT A NEW IPOD tooo :DDDD haha its a green nano :] itsss cute!

writeee later.
muchloveee <3
-sarahhhhhcline

blahhh

sooo, liz's on monday was funnn.
shelby and lindsey came over too and swam with uss for a whileee :]
jenn fell asleep reallly early.. but she'd had a rough night that night.. so she needed sleep.
liz mere and bethany stayed upp foreverrr. i finally layed down at 5.. but neveer reallly fell asleep.. i kindaaa did.but not really. i finallly got into a deep sleep at like 7:30. and didnt wake up till like 12:30.. ahhh, felt sooo good. so, i woke up. and had a chicken biscuit from bojangles :D
then we just kinda sat around liz's house for a while.. uhhh, then came home. and chilled for a whileeee :] and ate OUTBACK for dinner. yum yum yummmm

and at liz's i found some stuff out. thatttt i dont even wanna type.. but it hurt me.. alot. but, its all better..

todayyyy, was the first day of cheer camp. :) haha. it was funnn. except for the fact that i cantttt stunt? :// which makes me illll. but, our dance... is okay. not the greatest. but oh well. chants and cheer are like the same as they are like every other year.. "DEFENSE!!! get that ball back!" haa, i went to lunch with kirsten and taylor today. hahahahah. gosh, it was fun :] im real excited about cheer this year...

but, illlll write laterrr <3
muchoamorrr <-- bah.
-sarahhhcline

the best daysss of your life.

hahaha alright. soo, saturday..
was a boring day.
the party... was boring for me. because i just like sat there. and watched everyone swim and do the slip and slide. haha. ughhhhh. jordan and marlee came and talked to me some. scott and mitchell chris and jenyth sat and talked to me for a while. haha. but, towards the end. it was peaceful.. hahahahaha. i sat on nichole's driveway with liz, meredith, bethany, hayden, and bryant. and that was fun. haha. prolly the funnest part of the night :)
ohhh & i got told i should date scott? haha. awkward.

but sundayyyy. went to church. got reassured that i dont need to meet the standards of our messed up society :) ha, ate lunch at the clubbbb <3 then came home. took like a 2 hour nap. which feltt amazzzzing. went to target with laura. bought an itunes card :)) went to dos amigos with mommy. came home. anddd did nothinggg the rest of the night!

todayyyyyyyyyy. i went to bo peep with mom! it opened back up. thank the LORDDDDDDDD! haha. got interviewed for the newspaper :[ andddd, i look like shit :/ ew. but, hopefully they wont put me in there. ahhahahaha. but,t he rest of the day? immmm doing something with shelbs later! & liz's for the night! :]]]]

i have so many misquito bites from saturday night :[ ughhhh, they itch!

writeeee later!
muchloveee <3
-sarahhhhmarie.

struttt like you mean it!

sooo, today. was a gooooood day :D
i woke up at like 7:30 and ate some breakfast that mom brought home for me :] yayayayya and then, i took a shower. which wasss kinda hard. and i didnt ilike it.. because i was trying my best notttt to get my ear wet.. but yeah, realllly hard to do. then i cleaned my stitches for the first time ( ew ) and saw the actual stitches. ewwwwww. ugh, grooooossssssssssss.
then woke up at like 10:30 and got ready.. and went to dos amigos with mom and alllysonnn.
after we got home from that, i put up clothes in my room and packed my stuff for meredith's house. anddddd then i got SOOOO bored that i went downstairs and cleaned the entireeeeeeee downstairs. i vaccumed and dusted the living room and kitchen.. which if you've never been in my house before.. my living room is prettttty big. and my kitchen.. wellll, its a kitchen? haha.

but, then madre came home from workkkk. and we went to hannah's. which was yummmmmy. and, then i went to mere's. and watched her get ready. hahaha i wasss bored. and we took pictures and made fun of people and then way they take their pictures.. yes, it was mean. but entertaining :)
haaa, then we got jenn and went to the mall. i found nothing :( ugh, makes me mad. i wanted something cute... but oh wellllll.
so, we came back to mere's house. and got in the hottub. nowww were just sititn ghere :] haha.

tomorrowwww.. i have to go with mom to the little bo peep fundraiser thing. andddd coley's party. iimmmm siked :]
i get to see lizarddd WOOOOO!!!!!!

hahaha but my ear feels alloootttt better today. like, i forget its there alot of the time. so, thats good :)))

illl write laterrrrr!
muchloveeee <3
-sarahhh cline :D

owwww.

oh my goooodness my EAR hurts..
so, the other day.. the dermatologist called andd they were likee "your mole isnt melinoma.. but it has changing cells.. so were just going to go ahead and take it off.." and they called this morning and they were like "we can get sarah in ttoday and get her mole taken off!"
soooo this morning i went to the dermatologist.. and sat in a chair for like 30 minutes.. holllyyyyyy moly i was SO nervous :[
& then they gave me some shots in my ear to numb me.. which was what hurt the most. so, now ihave like 10 stitches going down the outside of my ear... haha. hurts like HELLLLLLL. gosh, it hurts soo bad. i have to take like perscription painkiller pills. i feel like a druggie :\ but i get my stitches taken out in 2 freakingggg weeks. which means, i cant swim or lake for 2 weeks.
so, screw nicholes party. :[ im going to be SOO bored... OH and cheer camp.. no stunting for me :[[ ughhhhh.

but, i also went to the oral surgeon today.. it was a day of docters for me :[ and found out i have FOUR wisdom teeth :[ owww. but im waiting till like next summer so they can grow in a little more.

but, yesterday i diddd end up going to the club with meredith. haha. and didnt get burnt :D wooooooo! and then went to zumba.. haha LORD.. it was alot of fun though :] i might go back next week depending on how my ear is feeling..

butttt i guess i need some sleep.. i gotta figure out how to sleep without sleeping on my ear :[ ugh, , oh joy.

write laterr!
muchlovee <3
-saraahhh cline!

uhhh

hahaha so, my blogs are going to start getting shorter and shorter. because there isnt really much to write about in the summer! haha

yesterday, i ate lunch with mommmy & cleaned all day.
& went to chili's with mom & laura. and on the way there... a dominos thing.. you know the little things on the top of their cars? yeah, well, it flew back and hit laura's bumper.. and made some scratches and theres like a tear in her bumper.. she was tornnn up last night. because she like JUST bought that car.. ugh, it was terrible.. but insurance pays for it :D so, thats a plus.

today, i've done nothingggggggggggggggg. haha. me and mere were gonna goto the club.. but i dont think we are. because it's cluody.. and we don thave a ride.. but, oh well.

tomorrow i have to goto the oral surgeon.. to get xrayed for my wisdom teeth :/ ughhhh


but ill write later!
muchloveee
sarah cline!

sour patch watermelons....

are freaking amazing :D hmmm, yummm. definitely have become my FAVORITE candy :)

alrightie. soo, last night. was gooooood. i got to see kristie :D thattt was just about the best part of my night. mitchell was at the movies with us. idk, it was just hell. & "forever" came on during the movie.. which UGHHHHH. it was me and mitchell's song.. :/ but, whatever. i got over it... we saw danceflick.. which wasss funny. but REALLLY gay. haha. i wasted $8.50 on a sucky movie..

todayyyy. i woke up. went to church :) found outtt that i can FINALLLLY get baptized.. i've taken soo many little confirmation classes for it! and i can finalllly do it. i've wanted to for SOO long. i'm definitely ready to commit with my relationship with God.
but after church, we went to lunch at the country club. which was goooooood :) asssss always :D
then, came home. chilled for a little while..
thennnnnn went to blowing rock :DD i got 2 pairs of shorts from j-crew!. a cute greeen shirt from banana! andd a cami from gap.. since mine RANDOMLY disappeared.. i think allyson has it. but oh welllll. OH and a purse from lizzzz <3>
& we ate at woodlands before we came home. which was good.. :] i got 2 hotdogs.. and some fries. ahahaha.
whenn we got home.. i cleaned the pool & then went to walmart (EWWWW) with laura.. to look for picture frames or someeething for her kids? i have no clue.
hahaa then came home & chilllled..

this week BETTER be sunny. because i need to get the back side of my body tan.. the front looks fine.. but the back is still REALLLY white. haha.

buttt alrightie. ill write tomorrow i guess!

muchloooove.
-sarah cline <3

fake nails are awesome. :]

heyyy! :D so, yeah, i love fake nails. they're REALLLY annoying at first.. but i'm starting to like them..
haha. soooo, lets seeeee onn thursday! i slept innn. yum yum thenn, went to the dermatologist. and a got a mole scraped at. EWWWWW gah, it was grossss :[ haha. it looks TERRIBLE on my ear. and its SO noticable. and it hurts :[ and then went to buffalos and shopping some iwth lauraaaaaaaa :D

friday, yesterday ! :D haha. i woke up earlyyyyy. went to school with laura! which makes me want to be a teacher andddd it makes me NOT want to be one. haha. her little kids were addorrrabble. they were like.. "you look like MS CLINE! except you have longer hair! & braces!... youre so pretty!!!!!!.. are you in college?? are you older than ms cline????" gaahh haha they just kept going and going. she has the biggest space cadet in her class. i mean this little kid is out of it.. its crazy.

so, after schooooool. i came home. freshened up :] anddd went to olive garden with meredith and bethany for bethany's birtthhhday. then went back to bethany's house! and just chilled with them and emily williams! haha i miss hanging out with her! she's so sweeet! we put on fake nails.. haha and watched taken.. haha. it was a funnn night.

todayyyyyyy, we woke up. ate bojjjangles :D yummmmmy. then we laid out and swam some then i went home. ate linner (lunch and dinner :D) now im doinggg this. and about to go hit up the showaaaaa :] & then goto the movies with friends :D

haha. weekend has been aaammmmmaaaaaazzzing soooo far :D ill write later!

i loveeeeyou!
-sarahcline.

end of the year. :]

so, today is officially the LAST day of my freshman year in high schooool. i think imaaa copy lizard and do an overview.
alright, so first thing in my life.

GOD! - my relationship with him grown some.. i feel like ive opened my eyes to a couple different views and helped some grow closer in their faith, which has made my relationship stronger. I've been attending church every Sunday & praying every night. My breakup this year has actually done some good to me, and made me more motivated to become closer to him. I'm not very closeee to being perfect with God. but, its a process.. and i'm getting closer everyday.

FAMILY! - my family is still there for me. as they always have been. i've grown very close to every person in my family this year. i used to look at my sisters as "my sisters" but i now look at them as 2 of my best friends. they're there for me through everything. Having Laura move back home has made me love her even more. Mom has been through hell and back, but she's still the strongest person i know.

FRIENDS! - just like my family, my friends have been there for me all year. i thankful i havent really lost any friends. i've gained MANY though. i'm so glad ive become close to allll these great people.. SHELBY LAIL! :D, hayden albert, jack hanigofsky, brittany bramwell, chelcee helms, hayley setzer, whitley hill, angela lo!, kambria pavich, erik ware, brian morisette. <- i feel soo blessed to have met/gotten to know all of those people.. they've all impacted my life in one way, shape or form. & of course all of my amazing friends who have been there for me for a while now :] meredith wilson, bethany shaffer, kristie billlls, elizabeth bell, mitchell mathis, scott ammalathithada, nichole medvec, mary jennings jarrettt, ashley stinson, & amy holder.

SCHOOL! - sooo, first semester was AMAZING. spanish was amazing... our class became one big family. & we all had a special bond, which i loved. algebra was boring.. but i still had good friends in there :) world history taught me how to apply myself and push myself in a class. english... made me open my eyes to things. woods was a good teacher! 2nd semester.. was much much easier :) hahaa. p.e was gooood. it would've SUCKED without amy holder :] im so glad i got to know her so much better. and developed my obsession with landon isenhour :] haha. earth science was the BEST with hayden! i would've never passed that class without him. i got to know him SO much better. and that class had some of the best people in there! computer apps.. was boring to begin with.. but, i met carley, maigan, and became closer to allison! :D which, was goood. so computer apps didnt turn out to be THAT bad of a class! theatre arts.. was simply amazing. the best class ALLL year. the peanut possy will allwayyss have a spot in my heart! we were paysuer's favorite group. that class taught me to not judge people. i definitely judged LOTS of people in that class at the beginning of the semester. when, really they turned out to be the greatest people i've ever met.

CHEERLEADING! - i met soooo many wonderful people in cheer this year. and cheer brought me to like one of my veryyyy best friends, shelby lail.! it taught me how to have fun and brought me MUCH closer to meredith, bethany, and lizard :D i could'nt have asked for better teams this year. i look foward to cheering next year. and the many memories yet to be made with the new team :]

RELATIONSHIPS! - goodness gracious... did i learn some things this year about realtionships this year. i learned that i dont need a boy to make me happy. i learned that..you'll always love your first love.. no matter where you are in life. i learned how to deal with a breakup.. which btw, if you havent experienced a REAL breakup.. please prepare yourself. it's the HARDEST thing i've ever had to live through. i learned this year what its REALLY like to be madly in love with someone. i learned what it's like to give your whole heart to someone and it not work. i learned what it feels like to feel like your on top of the clouds.. i learned the many feelings of love.. happiness, anger, sadness. not only did i learn that with a guy. i learned friends and family are going to be there for you. no matter WHAT.

it feels like jsut yesterday i was walking into the doors of fred t. foard. SCARED to death.. and getting laughed at because i was in homeroom 20 minutes early. i remember so vividly. i remember the butterflies i felt when i first kissed at school. and NOBODY cared. freshman year was a good year. but, im ready for ALL the memories left of my high school years.

muchlove.
-sarah cline <3

hayyyyyy

hellllllllllo :) happy june :D hope everyone is doing wellllll :] wow, i feel retarded..
haha. todayyy has been quiteee the day.
i just found out the bo peep is on fire :///// which makes me want to CRYY! and mom said that it doesnt look very goood :[[[ which again, makes me want to CRY!!! what the hell am i going to eat on saturday mornings now?!

im not ready to be a sophomore yet... my sister saidd that when like everyone starts picking up their bad habits.. because there's nothing to do. haha. BUT im ready for summer. :]] im ready for allll the parties :] and sleepovers like EVERY NIGHT! and me & liz's list.. which she thinks i wont do most. butttt i prolly will liz ;] im looking foward to laying out EVERRYYY single day. :]] & fun days at the club! <3

4th period is going to be sad tomorrow. i have to say bye to hayley, chelcee, and whitley :/ gahhh, i DREAD that... ill prolly never see whitley again. unless i got chickfila and she's working. but, who knows. its just sad. i dont want to cry.. but i tthink i might. its going to be realllly realllly hard saying bye to chelcee.. she's seriously become one of my BEST friends. like i tell her almost everything. i dont know what i'm going to do without her :[[[

michelle is definitelyyyy for sure coming back in august and going to foarddd. we write to each other.. alot. so, if there's anything you would like for me to tell her.. tell me and ill tell her :D but, yeah.. mom saw her the other day during her lunch break which made me maddd. and she said that she looked REALLY good. and was doing alottt better :] she gets to come home for the weekends soon! which means we can like goto dinner with her and stuffffffff :D WOO :]

love life.. UGH. fuck me in the ass. its REALLLLLY confusing. like he likes me. but doesnt want a relationship. its just REALLY REALLY hard. ugh, haha. oh welll. maybe summer fling thing? who knows?

so, chris finley is amazing. and gives me like 2 hugs everyday? ahhahaha it makes me happy! he's such a sweet kid.

computer apps exams were helll the past two days :[ but they're done now. and its not like they counted for anything.

tomorrow is the last day of my freshman year <3

much loveee <3
-sarahcline :)